In her eyes
Lies the beauty of a starlit shore
Her hair
Demonstrating waves lapping up on the sand
But her hands...
Carefully running along my jawline
To kill for.
To die for...
Her nose?
Such a small feature, yet so significant in her beauty
Her smile
Completing such a gorgeous creature
The spell it puts me under-
I couldn't escape it if I tried
And then she was mine.
The story starts the day you came and turned my life around,
But what one finds the first time searching is not always the best one found,
An empty metro station welcomed us with open arms,
The isolation protecting us from anything that could cause harm.
A series of empty promises,
Commitment to our drugs,
Not all the way to substance but still parting us from what we loved.
And one fine day a beam of light shines through the boarded door,
You become scared that I will long for the sun shining once more.
More boards are placed over the entrance but the sun continuously seeps,
Then all together you rip them down and leave to bathe in it as you
I heard the echo of your scream as it flowed through the air,
I never swore nor did I promise that I would always be right there,
But I gave up when you gave in to conforming with the rest,
You changed to the point of no return, and it wasn't for the best,
Your words were like a careless kiss, only spoke to keep me there,
Though even as I pulled away, my thoughts of you seemed perfectly clear,
You didn't know me at all and yet you knew me too well,
You parted me from my true friends and stared blankly as I fell,
But now years later as I see your name come on my phone,
I think of you and realize that I'm no better off alone,
The apar
Somewhere in the earth,
Where the roots of trees start,
Lie the remains,
Of my fixated heart.
After you claimed it,
And tore it in two,
I realized that,
My heart wasn't for you.
And so now it just lies there,
And tries not to make sound,
For it fears that another,
Will push it further underground.
As the cut makes a scar,
And my heart slowly heals,
I found that love is but fake,
We just wish it was real.
In your left hand sock drawer,
under the photographs,
I found what I was looking for,
The book was your first love,
Inside what you were dreaming of,
To my surprise the dream had stayed the same,
And while I read,
Your thoughts inside a book,
And while I read,
Your property I took,
Well I said,
You've got to be kidding me,
No, no no..
'Cause we're not, ready for love,
It is not, what I've been dreaming of,
Because your heart was set on fire,
It's a shame I'm the desired one,
'Cause we're not, ready for love,
There's a difference between stealing a kiss,
And joining you on some endless bliss,
And your fear of everything w
In her eyes
Lies the beauty of a starlit shore
Her hair
Demonstrating waves lapping up on the sand
But her hands...
Carefully running along my jawline
To kill for.
To die for...
Her nose?
Such a small feature, yet so significant in her beauty
Her smile
Completing such a gorgeous creature
The spell it puts me under-
I couldn't escape it if I tried
And then she was mine.
The story starts the day you came and turned my life around,
But what one finds the first time searching is not always the best one found,
An empty metro station welcomed us with open arms,
The isolation protecting us from anything that could cause harm.
A series of empty promises,
Commitment to our drugs,
Not all the way to substance but still parting us from what we loved.
And one fine day a beam of light shines through the boarded door,
You become scared that I will long for the sun shining once more.
More boards are placed over the entrance but the sun continuously seeps,
Then all together you rip them down and leave to bathe in it as you
I heard the echo of your scream as it flowed through the air,
I never swore nor did I promise that I would always be right there,
But I gave up when you gave in to conforming with the rest,
You changed to the point of no return, and it wasn't for the best,
Your words were like a careless kiss, only spoke to keep me there,
Though even as I pulled away, my thoughts of you seemed perfectly clear,
You didn't know me at all and yet you knew me too well,
You parted me from my true friends and stared blankly as I fell,
But now years later as I see your name come on my phone,
I think of you and realize that I'm no better off alone,
The apar
Somewhere in the earth,
Where the roots of trees start,
Lie the remains,
Of my fixated heart.
After you claimed it,
And tore it in two,
I realized that,
My heart wasn't for you.
And so now it just lies there,
And tries not to make sound,
For it fears that another,
Will push it further underground.
As the cut makes a scar,
And my heart slowly heals,
I found that love is but fake,
We just wish it was real.
Last time I saw you
Alive,
Was a year ago
Today.
I miss your smile your laugh your kiss your hug.
The dress I bought,
To say goodbye,
Left in the closet.
Broken hearts abandoned behind,
Why?
Cherish me like the golden sapphire
Little girl
Who adored you.
Even though our distance has become infinite.
Cold crisp autumn air,
What do you look like now?
Not the man,
The man I knew.
"I love you," you told me,
And I'll always remember.
Look into my eyes,
and see the shadows.
The ghosts cry,
The sun sets.
Dazed with the memories,
Of broken promises,
Final goodbyes,
Final chapters,
To conclude the end.
Where did it all begin?
I feel your hands in my hair.
I feel your breath on my neck.
I feel your body pressed so close to mine.
I feel your lips on my throat.
I feel your hands move to my back and your lips work their way up to mine.
I feel you and I love it.
I hear you say you love me.
I hear you whisper my name.
I hear you tell me I'm the only one for you.
I hear your breath in my ear.
I hear your soft snores as I fall asleep.
I hear you and I love it.
I see you as I run into your arms.
I see your face break through my world of darkness.
I see you fight away my fears.
I see you wipe away my tears.
I see you're in love with me.
I see you and I love
A fork in the road, a knife in the back
A man whose heart and soul are black,
A cutie pie, an apple in a tree
One thing's for sure, I got the lyrics in me
A shy school girl, a woman with hidden scars
Two coworkers kissing beneath the stars
So what, my dear, have you written today?
Come on and tell the world what you have to say
Put the pen to the paper, scribble something new
Tell me, do you have the lyrics in you?
Hunh. I haven't been on here in a while! Life has been pretty amazing lately.. so as usual, regardless of how ridiculously dark and/or depressing anything I put up here is, it's not because I'm spending my time feeling bad for myself.. it's just what I do. (;
I haven't actually gone through any of the older stuff on here yet.. but if there's anything that is complete garbage, disregard it! For nothing that comes from within one's mind is garbage. Peace!
I don't have much to say. So I'm just gonna say that seeing as how I have nothing to say, I won't say much, since there's nothing to say about having nothing to say.
Have a nice life. :)